Tuesday, 10 September 2019

A GAME THAT MATTERS



Hindering the soulfulness
Beneath the baffling edges 
Cluttering  thoughts emerges ....
yet another ,
Yes ...yet another ..
I may never overcome 
This may the cliff hanger ..

The board has its own  white and black 
Pawns being played at the edges 
The white queen has her black disciples 
Lacking quotient is the king 
 Could it  be reversible?

Nevertheless...
 A win determines the whole scenario ..
Being played and out played pushes the edge
Better you win ..
Bequest it ...

Rather if you lose
 It would be an occult disaster ..
The kingdom of thrones would collapse ..
Savage of revenges plug in  
Just beware ...Thorn of roses are even sharper ...
So Never Ever Lose ....

shammi muthuvel ....

STREAKING 

I dunno what happens, 
May be the present 
might be the past 
But nothing of avail 
neither of those comes to the rescue .

I dunno what happens 
 Thinner the fraction
greater the pain 
Nothing serves right 
coming all the way ,is what it deserves ...

I dunno what happens 
Evolving is of a kind  
turning a beauty to beast 
or the vice versa 
nevertheless the hurdles

would break through ...


I dunno what happens 
winds do takes its stride 
the break through is on the way 
larvae turning to a pupa 
May be a beautiful butterfly 
At last .....
A lust justified

shammi muthuvel 






Thursday, 15 August 2019

YOU AND ME

Beneath the hard current
Was thy shadow well hidden
Withering restlessly, profusely 
Yet another mistake in making



Blindingly twined were our souls
Replica of the hidden agenda
The stormy winds and the underwater made me drunk
Stealthier move was always your prior

Dodging the truth, I moved farther …clinging to the surface
Hardly breathing, neglecting the fact, the swirl was up to me negotiating
Willingly caving in was always in the option,
 am I blinded preposterously?
Heated arguments, oh…no…not again …
where I am pointing?

Neither was the answer, I know it by heart, falling apart or caving in was never the answer
The option keeps growing, some new definitions, and some new conclusions
I can’t be a mannequin dolling ideas,
Further-er emoting is at stake be it a laugh or cry

The surface is being condensed with ice …
        no more surfacing…suffice is the truth
You again won …strangulated would be the veins of flow
…devious natural hazards
No the end is not now, it was you again ….we are even
Let another battle field begin…
I now know the art of deceiving,
Obviously well taught

Shammi Muthuvel

Sunday, 10 April 2011

Grief

It's been tough all the way 
Alters sway  hither too...
Reluctant in their proportions
Redeemed  thoughts ..
Buried beneath the thick layers 
With veins and flesh 
Burns alive...
Yet another battle ground 
Silence being  the sword 
Pronouncing different spells ...
The war begins ,
Neither you nor me ,  won..
Despite losing the tie was incorrigible 
Leaving one more scar ... deep and depth ...
Yet another war field awaits ......

Monday, 7 March 2011

shammi

Despair was clouding
she went down
Her eyes filled
Dripping some drops
Forbidden were the col ours
Tunning and turning
Yet another cyclone
she withstood as ever
May it be named in her's ...shammi

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

SCAR ....

Black Angel Wings Solitude
It has been too long
The depth of the words were haunting
The arrogant echoes filled the air
No fresh air's either
Neither the warmth of love
Lingering there for long was suffocating
Yet the glimpses of you
Might fill the passion 
And let it stand as a memoir
With the words of you...
As a scar and its impact................. 

Saturday, 6 November 2010

Missing


Sometimes being alone
Depicts the very thought of you
But...
Missing "ME" in "YOU"
Makes it's own compromise...

- shammi muthuvel

Shadows










Waiting in the hot sun

I saw a silent shadow walking in 
creeping slowly

Even the droplets of water
Swallow shadows
Bestowing them,
But not me

Getting scared I ran to the end
And the shadow
Grew even more larger
Making a trap enough
To swallow me.....

shammi muthuvel

A Silent Killer




Dripping in an intruding silence
I lost my self

 There came a silent killer
Having his own passion
To take life...
Creeping slowly

I thought of running
but......
I fell into the trap and
Now...
I am into his kill....



- shammi muthuvel

Sat'yr of Dreams


Desperate for words  
I had been through a notion of love......
Bewildering passion that crept deep inside
Paddling in and in...

With out thee
Hue of cries and despise....
Alluring thoughts of solitude....

In darkest dreams there had been a gratitude 
But in the slightest awakening i left my soul....
oh!!!! you always been in the darkest and the lightest ....O.....all

Feathery wings had brought the altruism all the way
Beckoning me always brings you the brightest bay....
I had been in all your feel...
As you do ......

The torrent winds that made the stride......
The plethora of mind which i always hide.....
Being a  sat'yr of the dreams....flying high and high ...


-shammi muthuvel

   

Friday, 5 November 2010

REPLICA ..

You said that...
Every now and then
Yet another lie
I thought shrugging my shoulders
Pulling me beside
You stared for a moment
Yup I found that
My replica stored in your eyes....

-shammi muthuvel




Wednesday, 3 November 2010

REMINISCENCE




"A shattered glass
Shows its clause..
Depicting  two indifferent structures
Some times lengthy
Some times  round 
Neither  proper negotiations
Nor proper perceptions
 There goes a silent picture
Truly conscious and sub conscious 
 In both versus 
 Angelic and satanic, 
Placed in the same row
Still seated as strangers and rose 
As a torn pieces of paper in wind
Tries to fly the reminiscence
And it  did ingratiated as
The leftover's of the today in y esters" ...

shammi muthuvel
.

SEPARATED ....

"You are there in
Every ache...Every tear...
Solemnly .,I never knew ...
The  memories behind
Had always been dark ..
Yet dignified ..trenchantly pulling 
The covers of silence., 
so cowardice to recollect
The day you said," sorry am moving off"
Parted  in the drenching rain ..
Still it was you who made me..
who destroyed me .
I walked all alone in the narrow street 
Accompanied with the tear
And a streak of rain..."

shammi muthuvel

WHO YOU ARE?

In-depth a joy of  glory arose..
All I dream't is to be in your arms
Walk in together in the woods
In an endless path....

Never mind the hollows
That kept crept in...
Profusely I gave in and on 
The  blithe ...

Lost in the thoughts of you..
Immersing pathetically ..
The dreams are so pacifying 
That you are the who 
I am for..
I din know you....yet...
Where are you?....
Who you are?..

-shammi muthuvel

A TRAP




He had an impish smile..
Drowning me was his silent mission
 I was attracted by the  passion
 With a void black hole of amusement ..

The words of him were serene 
No disguise of thoughts
Slowly and steadily he proceeded
I was his prey
which I never want to  repel
Is the other name of his is LOVE?

shammi muthuvel